So I just helped my brother move yesterday from this old apartment to Holliston.  Walking into the house with O, brought back some memories of the summers together with him, Chan, Ryo and the gang.  Boat loads of fun.  That house felt like our summer home because we did everything you would do in a summer packed into a house.  However I do remember the goods and bads of that timeline.  Overall they were good times.  I just recently got a phone call from Chan from Vegas.  Talking to him and going back to Holliston with O, made me remember those times.  I don't know I would remember those things.  Some say, stop living in the past and keep up with the future.  I say "the future can not be a future without the learning from the past."  Thanks guys, for turning out the way it did.  I had a chance to go back into time, I'd relive it not change it.

Some quotes I was thinking about while running around Braintree: 

"stop bitchin', theres always someone else who has it worst"

"3 minutes underwater seems like eternity"

"if you let fear and anxiety cloud your judgement, you are lost in your cloud and don't know which way is up anymore"

I've been listening to a lot of Korean music lately.  Lily is curious about my liking.  It's because it was a genre I enjoyed in the past.  (Again, with the past bullshit) Being away from it for sometime and listening to it now, brings back my enjoyment I had listening to it.  Again, its a little reminiscent with the old Kpop but new attraction to the newer music of Kpop.  Since the groups and songs have been out for a while, makes me trying to catch up to all songs that I've missed out on.  I was like that when I was in Iraq.  After 7 months without any new music and sounds of the originals, I listened to a song that was released the time I left and get addicted to it.  I would then treat it as a new song when in present its not. 

This brings me to think about another predicament of why do we love music?  Is it the blissfulness, motivation, refreshing source of energy, intimate bond with it?  There could be many more reasons why we all love music.  We'd eat, sleep, everything with music.  However, it has the characterists of an addiction and we know addiction is bad. Sure we can say it is an addiction in a good way, but it can be bad way as well through motivation.  Maybe its just an 'Artist's Addiction'.  Always trying to find something inspiring and pleasent to the artist.  That's what it is, an "Artist's Addiction" or the "Artist's Drug".  Music - Artist's Drug.

This is what i do when im bored.  I start doing acrobatic stuff to blasted music from the computer while recording myself after drinking a couple beers.  yes... thats how i roll when i am bored...  well, its something productive.  You've caught me slacking!

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